I kinda feel like I am living in a dream. . . I don't know how to explain it. Reality is life going on and yet I am taken right back to the hospital days and the days leading up to Doug's celebration of life and the days after that. I am sure thinking of Jill and what is ahead for her is why I am experiencing all of this and I am so thankful to Jesus that I am where I am on my journey.

Funny thing memories, some so real and so near and others just tiny glimpses that bring a longing to be able to remember better. Some are funny, some are painful some are just there. I am rambling . . .  I am also re-reading a book I read probably 10 years ago or so, living in the World War 1 time and reading of the trials and tests of the men coming home from war and trying to rebuild their lives great book but I find myself praying for the characters.

The snow yesterday was a surprise! at least to me I went out to the Gathering and the snow was really coming down. It was so pretty! Then as I went around a curve I started fishtailing not cool! so I pulled over when I could and put on the 4 wheel drive and proceeded with caution  I was late but I was safe and that's the main thing. We had a good study with lots of discussion. I sure do love those people!

Today is a beautiful day, Sunshine is pouring in the driveway window so much so that I had to put the blind down and adjust the slats so it wasn't blinding the kids watching Bugs Bunny cartoons (classics!!!!!) 

Abraham study tonight I am so enjoying that study! busy week ahead so I will take one day at a time.

You cousel me and you comfort me

when I cannot see You light my path

though I walk thru valleys low

I will fear no evil

by the waters still my soul

my heart will trust in You!

my heart will trust in You!